i can hold a grudge longer than i can hold down a relationship, that’s some sad shit i will definitely work on.

i hate

i hate coming into a room thats said to be mine , and it has no door. im tired. just so tired of it all. coming in here to find my nieces sleeping on the floor. 

just so tired, not a sleepy bullshit tired either. just tired of trying. im not guna have the family other people have. i dont even have a family, were so distant. im living among other people i know nothing about. 

youre leaving to iraq and i dont know why. but i know imma miss you, like more than i should.